terrible listening test on 14th october

its a terrible day for me in my whole lives......i hate it!!!!! i had a listening test for profiency course...and i can't answer any of the listening question at all!! the listening tape is too fast and its in american dialect! i'm a malaysian, i think....erm.....
now, forget about it!!!i have to rush my assignment and presentation tomorrow.....tomorow will be my first time to teach as a teacher in front of my classmates.....very nervous and scared....
i hope i can do better.....as anna, my lovely friend says that i 'm too nervous to be a teacher in front of the class....a little disappointed about myself.....but, i wil try and put more effort on that...
hehe...always say like this, but i never done it ........thats what people say that " people who just know how to talk, but dunno how to do it....
haha......i cannot go back to my hometown lor......have to prepare my assignment......
now, i want to play games!!!!!!!! this is the way to release my anger........there is another story about me since i small......who every want to know, pls leave comment o........

女孩的故事

母亲与女孩第一次离家求学。。。。。
女孩的心情惶恐不已。。。。。
眼泪不自觉的一直流。。。。
母亲，却完全不理会小女孩。。。
终于，到了宿舍整理行李时。。。。。
女孩，无意中发现了一张小纸条。。。。上面歪歪曲曲的写着。。。。 “妈妈爱你，要好好照顾自己”。。。。
那一刹那，女孩好感动。。。。。。
眼泪。。又不自觉的流了下来。。。。
瞎眼的母亲。。。。。。为了女孩，艰辛的写下了那一行字。。。。
短短的几个字，却完全的表达了一个母亲对孩子的爱。。。
原来那天，母亲也偷偷流了泪。。。。。
女孩下定了决心。。。。。不再让母亲为她流泪。。。。。
第二次离家回去求学。。。。女孩还是一样流泪。。。。
其实，女孩心理好害怕。。。。
怕家人有一天会离她而去。。。。就像公公一样。。。。。一声不息地就走了。。。。。
在公公的葬礼中。。。。女孩，流不出眼泪。。。。她心里的痛。。。。无人知晓。。。。
然而。。。。。。女孩还是坚强的继续求学。。。
说穿了，女孩其实很懦弱。。。
第二个学期开始了。。。。。女孩又再面临离家的艰难。。。。
只是，女孩这一次学会了不哭。。。。
但，忧心的母亲却为了女孩割伤了手指。。。流了好多好多的血。。。。。
女孩好难过。。。。怎么不能好好照顾母亲。。。。
女孩好自责。。。。怪自己没用。。。。。。
母亲，一直说没事。。。不痛。。。。女孩心理明白。。。。。
母亲不想女孩担心。。。。

listening test......

Today is the listening test for proficiency course......very nervous as it is final exam.hohohoho...feeling like crazy! not enough sleep also these days.i'm easily get tired.after i didn't sleep enough for days.haih.......
actually i am planning to g back home this week as my mother asks me to go back.Yet, i haven't finish my assignment and i just find out there will be 2 papar of final exam next week......what a surprising news...!!! i hate it! now i am waiting the exam time to come......i will try my best to defeat the exam and win in this war!!!!hahahahaha......

lion dance performance......

Its truly an exciting experience to be the member of lion dance performance.......i've learn many things during practice and also meet many friends .......yeah! haha...they all say that i have change too much , from a good girl changes to a talkative an naughty girl liao....hehe.......maybe its because i've become more brave to voice out my opinion and not a timid girl anymore.....for some cases lah.......however, i 'm extremely tired and frustrated as i do not have enough sleeping time........same with others lion dance members........all of us have put all our effort to lauch the performance........at last, we succeed to do it perfectly........quite, i think.....because i got do something wrong while my performance.......hehe........also, i want to thank to all lion dance senior, Ah Wee, and others......who help to train ours to be perfect in the performance.....hehe......
also, i am so happy as my friends and roomate come to support me yesterday......i will never forget this memorable day .......this is the first time i performs in the DTC,UM. hehe.......i feel proud also.......why i always laugh....it might because i'm not in conscious mind now......hehe....